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[30 Apr 2004|05:32pm] |
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Not that I have any friends on here anyway, but I decided im only going to allow friends to read what I write in here, even if I dont have any!!
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| Taken from Elena |
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1. Are you single or not? single
a. Do you currently have a crush on someone? yes
b. Does your crush know? yes
2. Nicknames: jesse, root
3. Eyes: blue
4. Height: 5`10
5. Hair: blond naturally but its black right now
6. Siblings: just me, but i live with some younger cousins
7. What are you wearing right now? pants, shirt
9. Birthday: jul 23
10. Sign: leo
11. Where do you live? southern california
12. Sex: male
13. Righty or Lefty: righty
EVERYONE:
51. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: root beer
52. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Mud
53. sunshine or rain: rain of course
54. Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
55. skiing or boarding: snowboarding all the way
56. Day or night: Daytime
57. Summer or winter: summer
58. Cake or pie: cake
60. Silver or gold: silver
61. Diamond or Pearl: diamond
62. sunset or sunrise: sunset
65. Have you ever broken/fractered a bone: yes
67. What's your favorite color(s): black, white, red, green
69. Do you hate any one? nah, not really
70. What's your favorite bands: thrice, sublime, turbonegro, the hellacopters, slightly stoopid, the doors
71. Do you have a HUGE crush on someone? duh, i allready said yes
72. Ever been in love? yeah
74. Who's the loudest friend you have: all my friends smoke weed...
75. who's the quietest friend: brandon
76. who's the craziest friend: kurt
77. who makes you laugh the most: adam
78. who's the nicest: jesse
79. who do you tell EVERYTHING to? jesse, adam, brandon
80. what is your idea of the perfect date: Someone who can make me happy, cant describe who.
81. what is your wierdest dream? I dont really remember dreams.
82. Do you want your friends to send this back to you
with their answers? sure.
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[16 Apr 2004|02:00am] |
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Mark with an X if you have never ...
( ) BEEN DRUNK
( ) SMOKED POT
( ) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(x) BEEN TO JAPAN
( ) RODE IN A TAXI
(x) HAD ANAL SEX
( ) BEEN IN LOVE
( ) HAD SEX
( ) HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
( ) BEEN DUMPED
( ) SHOPLIFTED
( ) BEEN FIRED
( ) BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
( ) HAD A THREESOME
( ) SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
( ) BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(x) PISSED ON MYSELF
( ) BEEN ARRESTED
( ) MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
( ) STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
( ) BEEN ON A BLIND DATE
( ) LIED TO A FRIEND
( ) HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) BEEN TO EUROPE
( ) SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(x) HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(x) BEEN MARRIED
(x) BEEN DIVORCED
( ) HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
(x) POSED NUDE
( ) GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
( ) HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN 24 HOURS
( ) HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE WHO'S NAME I DID NOT KNOW
(x) TAPED A SOAP OPERA (INCLUDING NITE TIME DRAMAS)
(x) BEEN THREATENED BY A SKIN-HEAD
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[13 Apr 2004|11:42pm] |
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More drama. Liz comes over to hang out. First she gets mad at me because I didnt want to go get fast food with her.
Liz : "Im hungry, lets go get food."
me : "I dont want to go, just go get it and come back."
Liz : gives attitude "Fine whatever"
me : "well dont come back over here then, if your going to bitch at me for no reason, I just dont want to leave right now."
Then followed by this her friend Chris called her phone, Im assuming she is with him because he was probablly bored, otherwise he wouldnt have called her... Or does she just talk to him all the time..?
So I try to call her over and over and she doesnt answear her phone... Hmmmm kinda fishy??? YES.
Anyways shes obviously out cheating on me like usual, like the christian guy at my work says "once a cheater, allways a cheater" I should have just listened to him and just ignored her because now Im frustrated yet once again.
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[10 Apr 2004|12:09am] |
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Slightly stoopid : Jedi |
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I love my job, everyone I work with rocks and its allmost like my funnest time of the day to be at work. But anyways tonight sucked so bad. Besides the fact that I ended up doing homework till about 10:00 pm. nothing great happened. At least I got my work done I feel good about that. Anyways I went to a san marcos party. Like usual a bunch of peopl said hey whats up to me and id just respond back "hey whats up how are you." I dont know why I even waste my time going to these things, I really dont care about any of the people there and its just like frustrating being around everyone. I think im depressed right now and I need something in my life, I feel empty and I just wish I had something to look forward to everyday.
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[09 Apr 2004|01:09am] |
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Tonight i went out with some people from work, denise, stacy, and clint. it was dope we went to a hookah bar called chuckeys. I got drunk and they smoked because i was the only one with a fake id. But after that we went to a house at csusm dorms and we drank together. I was pretty drunk and i got everyone dancing in under a strobe light. It was funny as hell but i had a good time. I was able to see some old friends of mine, erica and tiffany who i havent seen since last summer also. Good times, sometimes i wonder if life will get better, and sometimes i feel very sad. But when i have nights like these i can only think that life has so much joy to offer me.
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| Fuck you and your friends LIZ! |
[02 Apr 2004|09:17am] |
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Why do you post your journal entries about shit that isnt other peoples buisness? You like to post shit about me, and have your friends talk shit about me? Are you stupid... Because obviously im goign to talk shit back? Then you make your self look cooler by talking shit about me directly to me, then you tell me how much you want to be with me on the phone and to forgive you... You can call me names but i cant say shit to you?
Well fuck you cunt, just reading all the shit you said about me in your journal makes me sick. I never called you names or anything I just told the story while you build your online army of your gay fgt ass friends against me. (but that has stoped because now im going to talk shit to you also you fucking psycho bitch)
For Brett (the pussy ass bitch). Considering the fact that you can be compared to as a girl. You had no reason, and probablly shouldnt havthreatend me, im not going to say anything more except if I see you I hope your ready to backup what you said.
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[31 Mar 2004|03:56pm] |
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And liz says.
quote "i probably am better off without him its just so hard =("
Lets break down the psychology of this livejournal bs.
Liz you write in your lj because you obviously wanted people to side with you and tell you how much of an asshole i am? Cant you make your own decisions without the help of your "online friends" who are listening to your biased story. For instance, if you were on trial for murder do you think the judge would let you have your friends and family be the jury for you? OBVIOUSLY NOT" logically that would be stupid because everyone would get away with everything. So do you think what your friends say based off your biased story can possibly be true statements that matter?
Secondly, Why are you writing in your journal to get these negative comments about me, and these positive comments about yourself and how you deserve better.
If thats how you feel why not just break up with me and let everything end? What is the point in listening to these opionions of all these biased people that havent heard the whole story??? Especially since you know that the story is biased and you are just fishing for comments to make yourself feel better.
Fishing for positive feedback in a biased way is stupid. Because you are changing and twisting the stories to make yourself look better.
Example. If my friends protect me just because im thier friends it wouldnt exactly be considered a true statement. You cant approach stuff or base people in life with fake stories or idea's without getting fake/biased results that are in fact not true.
Let me break this down, its the same thing with your pictures. If you post all these "glam pictures" you are obviously trying to have people comment on how "pretty you are." But why do such a thing, why not really act on it and try to win some beauty pagents or try to find a modeling agency to sign you? Why not act on what you say instead of changing the whole perception of your idea's to get fake, biased, and un-important feedback?
So instead of playing games and writing all this bullshit to get answears from these people who dont matter why not just make your own decision and break up with me if you think im such a asshole?
I know the answear, because obviously you know that im not exactly " a big fucking asshole ." You know that im a good person and that these stories are bullshit and you are just looking for any support you can find. Why would you do that is the question I ask you. Use your own brain, you know whats true and whats not liz.
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| What a fkn crock of shit |
[31 Mar 2004|11:12am] |
So i hang out with liz after work, its about 9pm and i told her i had to go home because i had homework to do. Anyways she decides that she wants me to stay the night and she tells me that we can have sex if i stay the night, and since im a guy i guess i let my horny side take over and i agree. So its about midnight and she wants to sleep and she said shes tired and she would have sex with me in the morning. So i lay in this uncomfortable bed and i decide its hard to sleep so i get my stuff and i start driving home. Now im pretty upset because i didnt have sex for one, and more importantly i didnt get any homework done and now its 1am and im driving home so that i can hopefully get some sleep for school.
So Liz is mad that i left her house and she keeps calling me all night and im frustrated and i told her nicely a few times that i would talk to her the next day but she just keeps calling me over and over. I told her "ill talk to you in the mroning im upset because because i didnt get homework done and i am not going to get much sleep and i didnt have sex." All she had to do was let me go home and I would have called her today and it would have been ok. But she just keeps calling me. Then i tell her "look i dont want to turn my phone off because im expecting a call from my mother in the morning." So she keeps calling and i try to ignore the calls.
THen after all this I told her that i was sick of her and i didnt want to be with her anymore, because she drives me fucking crazy. Its not like i really didnt want to be with her or break up, but she just fucking makes me go so crazy i cant help getting mad, she wouldnt just let me sleep.
Anyways after all this shit i wake up LATE FOR FUCKING CLASS because i missed my wake up call because my phone was on silent. So now i missed my class today :o
SO since i missed my class i decide to get on my computer and i go look at her l.j. and its just some big ass biased lie.
You should just listen to your friends and leave me alone.
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[29 Mar 2004|12:53pm] |
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Evergreen Terrace : sunday bloody sunday |
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Ok so this is the rundown of whats happened. I went to the beach with liz and im the tannest white boy on the block! WooT WOOT!
Ok so check out this story, im in my room and at about 12 at night there is a drive by in my neightborhood, I hear the shots from 2 guns going off to later find out they were AK47's with armor piercing bullets. 27 shots were fired into the house 2 doors down from me by 2 cars full of gangsters. Pretty nuts to have a drive by on my street.
To top it off my uncle who was in our garage playing pool saw it happen and chased down the cars and got their licence plate numbers. But they lowered him into a coldasack and one guy jumped out on foot with a handgun and chased him while he punched it in reverse down a street. But he got the lic. plate number and the cops were able to catch one of the cars that night and 3 people were busted. Hopefully the others will get busted also. Crazy STUFF, so anyway if you want some entertainment in your live move to oside. NIGGA WHA!
Anyway back to school for english and math :o\
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